Okay so everything has been really great lately. Things are working their way back to normal after the whole incident. At least it’s going in the right direction, that’s all I care about. 

But mostly, things with Ryan have been extra great :) He’s been answering all my texts and continuing conversations and begging me to go to all of his games and texting me after all of them, even the ones I don’t go to. And I’m really happy :) He sat with me in the library the other day during ninth period with Austin and asked me when we were going to start watching LOST again, and I almost melted right there. And just uGHH. He always ignores Alexa when she comes to his locker and I’m there and she probably hates me but that’s okay. And he even gives me surprise hugs now and it’s wonderful. And today I gave him his annual gum present and a Taylor card because he said he’d never gotten one and he was so excited omg it was adorable. I know it’s just stupid little things, but for right now, I’m really happy.

Also I’ve been getting to spend a lot of time with Brandon :) Thank god, since I barely saw him when he was home for Thanksgiving. But it’s been nice, he picks me up randomly to do things and I miss that the most about him living home. Just random bonding time and stuff is really really nice :)